Years ago when my children were still small and needed
at least one nap a day, I struggled with when to get chores and errands
completed. As most moms would do, I
tried to schedule my To Do list around their nap schedules: laundry, light cleaning, and checking email
while they napped at home; errands with the benefit of a drive-through window
or those that were at least 40 minutes away, for the out-and-about-sleeping-in-their-car
seat nap. It’s what a mom does to get
her stuff done.
On one particular frazzling day I lamented to a friend
and neighbor at the bus stop that my youngest refused to nap in the car during
my running around. At 3:15PM while I
waited for my two older ones to come home from school, I knew that I was on a
very tight schedule to get homework, dinner, and baths squeezed into an
evaporating time-line before said youngest completely passed out well in
advance of her “scheduled” bed-time. The
trick would be to make sure that she ate just enough food before passing out at
the dinner table. NOT so that her full
belly could dispel a middle of the night desire to waken for a more filling
meal, but to quell my mother’s guilt over not allowing her a proper nap cycle
and unrushed meal.
“I know I am hoping that her missed nap today will
mean she will go to bed easily and sleep through the night, but I have a
feeling it won’t work out that way. It
never does…”
My friend looked at me, and I swear there was a harp
playing off-yonder and a soft illuminating light over her head, when she said,
“That’s because sleep begets sleep.
Missing that nap doesn’t make them need sleep more. Sleep begets sleep.”
Simple.
True. Life-changing.
I have thought back on those 3 words more times in the
last 7 years than I have replayed “The Beach Scene” between Rocky and Adrian
in Rocky III, either in my head or on the TV.
If you know me, that’s saying A LOT!
What has changed in my life since then is the realization
that anything good begets more good: a
work-out ethic, flossing daily, reading with my children, date night with my
husband, volunteering at my children’s schools, seriously decreasing the amount
of fried food from my diet, PATIENCE.
When I have made an effort to bring goodness into my life purposely, I
have found myself wanting more. And
more.
I never used to agree with people that said that
working out gave you more energy. I
always wanted to take a nap after a work-out.
I didn’t believe that floss was necessary unless I had eaten corn on the
cob. I believed that my children would
just love to read because I loved to read.
I knew that couples had to carve out time for themselves, but there was
always the Empty Nest years to look forward to.
Offering a helping hand to the PTO would have to wait until I had all
children in school full-time. How could
I give up French Fries?! Patience may be
a virtue, but God clearly blessed some of us with a loud voice and impetuous
nature to deal with the annoyances of life the way that we all truly want to
deal with them, while those darned patient people are giving so many second and
third chances away.
But when I looked at my life AFTER doing some of these
things, I started to see that although I didn’t at first attribute my high
spirits to the preceding act, I was, and still am, indeed enjoying a
benefit. I want to work out again, because there is something exhilarating
about sore muscles. I feel like I have done something, and I want to do it
again. After only 4 days of flossing, my gums
stopped bleeding when I brushed my teeth.
My children became better readers, and better at keeping to the bedtime
routine and I look forward to
advanced children’s literature. My
husband became my boyfriend again and I can’t wait to hold his hand and sit
next to him on the couch. The joy that
both my children and I get out of running into each other in the middle of the school
day is something that I hadn’t anticipated.
I knew I would like it – I didn’t realize that they would like it, too.
It’s really not that hard to NOT swing through the drive-through at
McDonald’s or order fries as my side when eating out! A deep breath goes a long way. So does excusing myself from the room and
taking a “Mommy Moment.” I find that my
children, and adults, actually listened longer, and come back for more
interaction or advice if I am more patient to begin with.
Sleep begets sleep.
I could interchange the word sleep for anything
really, and it could prove true.
Unfortunately, it also holds true for the negatives in life: NOT working out yesterday, the day before or
today…; being too tired to floss before bed the last 3 nights after already
telling my girls, “It’s late and I’m tired.
You can read to me tomorrow night.”
Letting another couple come along on our date is fun adult time, but
when I get home, I still feel disconnected from my husband. No adult time at all leaves me sullen and
cranky. Yelling at my kids about putting
their sneakers away – AGAIN – leads to more yelling about backpacks, lunch
boxes, dirty laundry, and whose night it is to feed the dog. Impatience begets more impatience.
Even when I don’t look forward to my workouts, I know
that if I can just get it done, I will feel better about myself for the rest of
the day, and it will spur me on to get it done the next day. I love how clean my mouth feels after I have
flossed, and I am proud when the hygienist says I’m doing a great job. (Why don’t they give out stickers to
adults?!) Time with my husband is my
oasis in life. We have 4 beautiful
children and although they probably don’t realize it, I am more patient when I
have had their dad all to myself. Reconnecting
with him can be as simple as a Sunday morning drive to get coffee and breakfast
sandwiches, a movie, or drinks at the bar; while well-filling activities like a
weekend away reignites my spirit and makes me happy and engaged in my
children’s lives to a greater degree.
Practicing better behavior can become custom and
contagious, much like bad habits, nasty thoughts, and insensitive actions all
creep into continuous routines until they become a lifestyle. A good
deed, kind word, or encouraging sentiment begets more of the same. I am constantly looking for ways to make my
life and the lives of my family members better and happier. It’s not about vacations and expensive
things. It is how we look at life and
where we choose to put our efforts. And
once we have taken that first step towards goodness – anything good – the path
has been paved and the road is already easier, even if it doesn’t initially
feel that way.
Begets. It is a
powerful force. Use it for good.
